If I Was

if I was someone you could love
if I was someone you could care for
or simply touch or hold for a bit
a moment of closeness a second of
a break
something to
pretend with

just, give me something to work with
here, give me something to over-analyze
ask me out
to blow me off, call
and hang up on me
tell me, you love me want me need me
only to take it back – hurt me
come on, try and hurt me as bad as you can
you think you can make me cry?
you think you can cause real pain, let's see it
let's hear it come on show me fucking please

If I wasn't such a joke you'd kiss me fuck me hurt me
boy would I be happy then,
god would I be blessed
if I was someone you could touch
simply, imagine to be hurt by you...