All I've got

all i've got, one day
i'll let you dig make you dig
my disgust my guilt, my sick sick mind
wrap you in
us together in sickness and health
choke together, let you suffer with me
together in pain and heartache
my heartache
is nothing until it touches you
my dreams my fantasies
need to be lived by you
hate me punish me hate me
be disgusted
disgusted or indifferent
torture me
torture me make me hurt
make you come make me hurt
this isn't pain isn't suffering
isn't at all until you know
until you feel
my life
until you touch me
one day i'll tell you everything
one day i'll make it yours
my disgust my cruelty my absurd reality
touch me hurt me
one day, this time
at least this time you'll never forget