Done

love,
your touch
your touch
your touch repulsive
our kiss
our sweet sweet kiss
a disgrace
your words a fucking migrane
fucking headache to my mind
my mind my mind my sick sick mind
my body
fuck me senseless
screw me up,
against a wall I'm nothing
pinned
a disturbing flower on your wallpaper
mismatches disgust us
and I'm a nothing, in your corner
I'm a nothing so you'll leave
please please ask me to leave
fuck me up, leave me hanging
attached to the wall
leave me disgusting
my mind my mind my sick sick
and
shut up, don't touch
don't speak
your sweet words, don't speak
don't touch
fuck me up,
leave me disgusted and done

Sometimes

sometimes
when my words have scared the hell out of me
when i hate your guts my guts and
my mind's playing tricks again
on me
I take my body my mind
I place my body my arms my legs
my body my mind my sick sick mind
sometimes I take off all my clothes
sometimes I place my naked body in front of a mirror
see myself in all my disgust
all my sickening features my decay
sometimes I take my body
sometimes I take my mind
sometimes I play tricks again
on me,
my love
my sick sick love

Love

love,
look at me
fuck me up don't touch me
screw me up leave me be
leave me be and hit me hard
violate my body my mind
my mind my mind my sick sick mind
violate my person kiss me hard
fuck me hard don't you fucking touch me
hate me
leave me disgusted
and done